For Sinta...

This writing is made specially for sinta...

Thanks so much for pushing me to write some postings in my blog again..
yeah..you're right..
there's something that we can only tell by writing it down..

I learn in psychoanalysis that there is a thing that we called as Ego-defense mechanism..
And recently, My ego-defense mechanism is to keep my problem and my desire deep down, and trying to busy myself, so I could forget all of my id...

but you remind me that it is unhealthy..
yeah..sometimes we have to share our own problem to someone..
Even you could or couldnt solve your problem on your own, it still makes you relieve...

yeah..thanks sinta for reminding me..
promise to you that I will start to write in my blog again..